Bless the broken road

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Yes He did

I think about the years I spent, just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Because I’m a girl

It’s impossible to understand what’s going through a guy’s heart
You told me that you wanted me and now that I’ve given you everything, you tell me you’re leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that I was special
I believed you.. and it was my happiness

You should have told me that your feelings had faded
I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you
Although I say I hate you now, I’ll be missing you
Because I’m a girl, to whom love is everything

They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now I know that’s the truth..
And although I tell myself, I’ll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love, and my heart is broken again..

Please don’t break the hearts of girls, who’ll do anything for love..
I didn’t know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although I say I hate you now, I’ll be missing you
Because I’m a girl, to whom love is everything

Although I say I hate you now, I’ll be missing you
Because I’m a girl, to whom love is everything

Today we broke up
You told me to meet someone better that you, and be happy
You’re just like all the other guys
What happened to me when you told me that you loved me?
Honestly, I don’t want you to be happy
What am I going to do if you really forget about me?
I’m in so much pain, more pain that I can bare
Because I’m still in love with you

Please don’t break the hearts of girls, who’ll do anything for love
I didn’t know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although I say I hate you now, I’ll be missing you
Because I’m a girl, to whom love is everything

There’s someone I’m in love with
Although I can’t be with her now
I’m still in love with her

Ba da yuh haeng

11 Nov2009 (Tuesday) 08.49 am

hari nih sgt fresh.. sbb smlm gi jogging dgn shira, shahira dan zulham.. so perasaan hari nih sgt senorok dan sgt bagus.. hidup nih mmg best kan !!

walaupun keje macam banyak sebab tak lama lagi nak akhir bulan dan nak cuti raya.. keje still kena siapkan pada waktunya..

pagi2 datang keje sambil dengar lagu ost prince coffee.. so sgt relex dan bersemangat.. hidup nih semakin ikut apa yang aku mau.. dan aku rasa beruntung..

rasa tak puas.. petang nih nak gi jogging lagi !!

hepi besday, hyt..

10 Nov2009 (Monday) 12.31 pm

tak terlambat rasanya nak wish kat diri sendiri kan.. apa wish list tahun nih.. hehhehee semua org dah tau kot.. apa rasa bila dah tua setahun.. erm.. rasa tak de apa2 laa.. biasa je.. cuma dah tak boleh nak main2 dgn hidup nih.. dah tak blh fikir pasal nak enjoy.. kena fikir masa depan.. hehehhe.. tuh je..

hepi besday hyt.. biar umur tua.. tp still comel.. :)

hadiah paling bermakna tahun nih..
1) telekung - thanks kawan2.. buat aku makin insaf.. hehehehe tersgt insaf dan terharu..
2) frame gambar
3) dpt sambung persahabatan yg aku musnahkan.. hehehehhe hadiah besday paling bermakna..

walaupn sedih sbb bf sendiri tak tau 9/11 adalah besday aku.. tp aku terus call dan cakap, "9 haribulan 11 adalah besday saya.. at least wish laa".. tp mcm dah tau sgt perangai dia.. lelaki mana suka nak sambut besday2 nih.. tp sila ingat dan wish kalau pn tak mau bg hadiah.. dan kalau blh spend masa tuh dgn dia..

tp apa blh buat bila dia buat bodo je.. aku terpaksa sedih dlm hati je laa.. huhuhuhu.. tak pe fikir positif.. akhirnya.. hadiah paling bermakna utk besday aku adalah syg dpd dia kan.. :)

harap dapat berkawan dgn awk semula..

10 Nov2009 (Monday) 10.38 am

api kemarahan saya dah padam.. ok hampir padam laa.. dah tak rasa nak bunuh awk lagi.. dan awk pn wish besday saya.. dah buatkan saya hepi sebenarnya.. dan harap dapat berkawan dgn awk mcm dulu2.. awk kawan yg best.. tau tak?

tapi saya tak janji apa2.. takut tiba2 rasa macam nak balas dendam plak.. tapi hati saya yg suci dan murni mcm en munir nih.. hati saya kata tak elok dendam lama2 kan.. saya pun nak kan kebahagiaan saya.. awk pn dah jumpa kebahagiaan awk.. so chaiyokk..

cuma jangan layan saya baik sgt.. saya nih pantang kena layan.. hahahhaha..

saya selalu kata kat diri.. hidup kat dunia nih tak panjang.. kl pn bukan besar sgt.. pusing2 pun jumpa awk gak kan.. so dpd bermusuh dan simpan benda tak elok dlm hati.. lebih baik berdamai.. dan anggap benda2 lalu tuh satu lawak.. kelakar kan kalau kenang balik.. hahahha..

hati manusia nih kompleks.. awk pun tahu itu.. kadang2 kita cakap benda lain.. tp dalam hati hanya Dia yang tahu.. tegur saya kalau saya buat silap..

hepi dapat kenal dan kawan dengan awk.. masa lalu adalah masa lalu.. dan fokus pada masa depan.. FOKUS..

apa2.. harap dapat kawan dengan awk.. dan blh gelak sama2.. dan boleh gosip sama2 lain.. hehehhehe..

terimalah dia seadanya..

09 Nov2009 (Monday) 11.55 am

kalau tanya pada dunia.. dia memang bersalah.. cuma berilah dia peluang untuk tebus kesilapan.. dan terimalah dia seadanya.. dia memamg manusia biasa.. setiap manusia tak lari dpd buat kesilapan kan.. tegurlah andai ada kesalahan yang tersisa..

tak mahu pisang berbuah banyak2 kali.. tapi dia terus tewas di tawan masa.. dia cuma mengharapkan pengakhiran..

jangan tinggalkan saya..

09 Nov2009 (Monday) 11.47 am

jangan tinggalkan saya..
hanya kerana masa lalu..
saya tidak mahu terus mengingatinya..
andainya anda tahu.. diam dan fikir sejenak..
kenapa saya jadi begitu..
cuma jangan tinggalkan saya..

saya kan dah jadi baik..
maka.. jangan tinggalkan saya..
walaupun saya bukan yang terbaik..
tapi saya memerlukan anda untuk hari-hari seterusnya..
saya tidak mahu pandang ke belakang lagi..
bantulah saya menghadapi kemudian hari..
maka.. jangan tinggalkan saya berseorangan..